So I was looking through all my old news posts from the last time I deleted them all. I didn't realize how far back it went, and how much I've changed.
in other news, I'm sick. Some sort of digestion bug. Which isn't good because I have severe emetophobia following when I got extremely sick nearly two years ago. My stomach hasn't been the same since. Luckily, I haven't vomited, it's all just coming out the south end. What a horrible Christmas with this occurring. But still, I worry. Ever since that incident two years ago, I've been very cautious and borderline superstitious about anything and everything. I hope that this will be over soon and I'll be back to my normal self soon enough.
Also, i lied about my last post being the post I constantly edit, instead, THIS post will be the one I edit. WHat a plot twist, no?
Anyways, I'm on edge lately and everything is bugging me. Somebody comfort me. Picture included as always.
EDIT: Skyward Sword is pissing me off. I need the Hylian shield, but it's fucking impossible to get it. And on top of that, I NEED that shield in order to beat Demise, since I can't do it without.
EDIT: I beat Skyward Sword. Last night I had a panic attack about death, and today I'm having a panic attack about what if the world is my imagination. Help. :(
aListers
I'm still unhappy with the amount of 2007 nostalgia you deleted back in '08 but I guess I've forgiven you for that. Most of the stuff we did was on our news posts though and I can't remember most of it. The only news post of yours I remember was the one about pirate clock commiting suicide.
Also relax a bit. Death is nothing to worry about. It's either happiness or no disapointment. Death should be a bit more of a happy time. You're passing on to somthing better. They should really legalise euthanasia but my government is to cowardly to do it.
Also the world is you imagination. I'm sure most of what you see is just stuff that's processed by your brain. Your brain makes up most of it. Go meditate on the sofa and think of somthing else before you stop imagining us all and we disappear.
saltovergray
I remember that PirateClock post, quite trollish of him.
But yeah, thankfully the panic attacks subsided and the depressing thoughts seemed to disappear for the time being. Hopefully it will last and my illness will disappear with it.